'[[ u were neva derr. i was left alone. in e rain.]]

lyfe

10:08 PM

todae was a bad dae fer mie.
and i cried.
but i dun feel lyk telin wut i cried fer.
u out dere.
please dun trie to act like u noe another.
understand wut im tokin abt?
nbm. i doubt u do.haix.
now i noe wad it feels lyk to crie over something..
its such a painful feeling.
i shldnt elaborate thou.
haixx. and i gort scolded by mai mum
and someone had a veri good timing hu juz happens to call.
u noe hu u r.
u caused mie another scolded fer disrespect.
see lah see lah.
all yer fault.
todae's pdp elective class was
boring boring boring.
in case u duno im in SOCIAL ETIQUETTE.
which is shoo lame. pay $40 fer dis kinda crap class.
u noe wad she teach?
-catwalk
-dining stuff
-personal grooming
-duno wut bodie lang.
-verbal/non-verbal lang.
-blah blah blah.
i dun tink any of dis interest u lah.
if yesh den i speechless.
dis is wut she is gona teach tml.
fer facial
-tonning
-cleansing
-makeup. *YUCK*
-more catwalk
i dun wanna go skl tml. eww. i HATE makeup.
i mean hu likes? but im kinda lookin forward to see how we each look like wif idiot makeup. especiallie d bois. WAAHAH. i cant imagine. eee. monsters.
and e teacher was lyk so mean todae loh.
she ownself dun hav manners arh.
she point to mai forehead and ask e whole class " wad is dat?"
aiyah. shit lah she.
den some replied pimples.
den she said acne.
which is one reason i dun wanna go skl tml
cos i hav a bad feeling dat she is gona torture mie tml.
yvonne oso sae i shldnt go skl tml.
lalalas.
actualli nort a lot loh.
a few oni. whyy pick mie. qian bian lorh.
okay lah. i tink i toked quite a lort todae le.
veri sick of toking le.
oso veri sick.
having a flu now.
and eyes veri pain cos juz now.
yah yah. juz now. ***
-.-"
buh byex.

Monday, July 25, 2005
u will neva be replaced__`
*^-^_____i lurbe euu furreva_____^-^*

I know that you're hiding things
using gentle words to shelter me
your words were like a dream
but dreams could never fool me...
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
didn't say good-bye before you left
but I was listening
you fight your battles far from me......
Far too easily

'Save your tears cause I'll come back'
I could hear that you whispered
as you walked through that door
but still I swore to hide that pain
when I turn back the pages
Shouting might've been the answer
what if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
but now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart....

'Cause One Thousand words
Called out Through the Ages
They'll Fly to you
Even Though I can't see
I Know That Reaching you
Suspended on Silver Wings

Oh One Thousand Words
One Thousand Embraces
Will Cradle You
Making all of Your Weary Days Seem Far Away
They'll Hold you Forever........

Oh One Thousand Words {One Thousand Words}
Have Never been spoken {Oh Yeah}
They'll fly to you
they'll carry you home {carry you home}
back into my arms
Suspended on Silver Wings {On Silver Wings}

And One thousand words {oohh}
Called out through the ages {called through the ages}
They'll cradle you {oh yeah}
Making all of your lonely years into only days {only days}
They'll hold you forever.........

Ohhhhhhhhhhh

A Thousand Words...